"Some people come into our lives destined to leave", a friend once wrote. Nice line, I thought. And now I know why. Because he is the one who is trying to leave as I cling harder, making life miserable for the both of us.
He was my best friend and I made the mistake of falling in love with him. And he was just as dumb.
We were different people. We wanted different things in life. We did things differently. But one fine day something changed and we just wanted one thing - to be with each other, all the time. And so we did.
We didn't want to part. We wanted to study together. So we did.
We didn't want to part. We wanted to watch a movie. So we did.
We didn't want to part. We wanted to talk thru the night. So we did.
I changed for him. He became my world. But one day I figured...
I didn't want to part. He wanted to. And so we did......
Life has been a downward spiral ever since, with a completely lost perspective on who I am and deserted by the one who caused it. But no, I am not angry. Am not clinging any longer. And no, I am not having suicidal thoughts. I have a long way to go. But what is certain is that I am staying away from love. Because, as the title of one of his favourite movie says, "Love's a bitch".
